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I had to take my first unshedualed day of from work last weekend.

We have had a tragedy in our family. My cousin Army Spc. Justin Allan Rollins was killed in Iraq by a roadside bomb.

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NEWS RELEASES from the United States Department of Defense
No. 264-07 IMMEDIATE RELEASE
March 8, 2007
Media Contact: (703) 697-5131/697-5132
Public/Industry(703) 428-0711

DoD Identifies Army Casualties

The Department of Defense announced today the death of six soldiers who were supporting Operation Iraqi Freedom.They died March 5, 2007. in Samarra, Iraq, when an improvised explosive device detonated near their unit during combat operations.They were assigned to the 2nd Battalion, 505th Parachute Infantry Regiment, 3rd Brigade Combat Team, 82nd Airborne Division, Fort Bragg, North Carolina.

 Killed were:

Staff Sgt. Justin M. Estes, 25, of Sims, Arkansas
Staff Sergeant Robert M. Stanley, 27, of Spotsylvania, Virginia
Sergeant Andrew C. Perkins, 27, of Northglenn, Colorado
Specialist Ryan M. Bell, 21, of Colville, Washington
Specialist Justin A. Rollins, 22, of Newport, New Hampshire
Private First Class Cory C. Kosters, 19, of The Woodlands, Texas

For more information in regard to this release the media can contact the 82nd Airborne Division public affairs office at (910) 432-0661


Wednesday, 07 March 2007:

New Hampshire Soldier Killed in Iraq Planned to Pop the Question

A soldier from Newport, New Hampshire who was killed in Iraq this week, had planned to propose marriage to his long-time girlfriend during an upcoming leave.

Army Specialist Justin Rollins was killed by a roadside bomb Monday. He was 22.

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His father, Skip Rollins, said he was scheduled to come home in about three weeks and planned to pop the question to girlfriend Brittney Murray.

"We love Brittany like she was our own daughter," Skip Rollins said. "We were looking forward to having her as our daughter-in-law."

Skip Rollins said his son had recently purchased a diamond ring for Murray. Rollins was scheduled to have a two-week break in March or April and be rotated out of Iraq in August, his father said.

The 2003 Newport High School graduate was an infantryman in the 82nd Airborne. He recently was promoted to squad sniper.

"The Army gave him a dinky little scope," said the elder Rollins. "He went out and spent $600 of his own money so he could shoot farther."

According to his father, Rollins was offered the chance to become an Army recruiter, but he didn't want a cushy job and instead wanted to be with his men.

"He kicked and screamed and wanted to be in Iraq," his dad said.

He said his son also recently told him in a telephone call from Iraq that he thought there was no higher honor than to be buried in Arlington National Cemetery. That's where he will be laid to rest after a service in his hometown.

The flag at Newport Middle High School was lowered to half-staff on Tuesday. A constant stream of family and friends came to the Rollins home throughout the day.

"It's the support that means so much," Skip Rollins said. "The phone never stops ringing."


A soldier killed in Iraq this week was planning to propose to his girlfriend soon, his father said.

Army Specialist Justin Rollins, 22, died this week after being injured by a roadside bomb. His father, Skip Rollins, told the Eagle-Times newspaper that this son was going to return home in three weeks to propose to his girlfriend, Brittney Murray.

Skip Rollins also said that his son recently told him that there was no higher honor than to be buried in Arlington National Cemetery, where he will be laid to rest after a service in Newport.



6 March 2007:

 "There is no greater honor than to be buried in Arlington Cemetery," Justin Rollins, 22, had told his father recently in a call home from Iraq. Now, Skip Rollins will honor his son's request after the 22-year-old was killed Monday in a bomb attack in the Iraqi province of Salahuddin.

Rollins was among six soldiers who died when the bomb exploded near their vehicles during combat operations.

Scores of family and friends were at the Rollins home on Tuesday grieving the loss of a beloved son, friend and a fiancée to Brittney Murray.

"It's the support that means so much," Skip Rollins said. "The phone never stops ringing."

Justin, a 2003 Newport High School graduate, was scheduled to come home in about three weeks when he planned to propose to his longtime girlfriend Brittney Murray.

"We love Brittany like she was our own daughter," Skip Rollins said. "We were looking forward to having her as our daughter-in-law."

Rollins said his son had recently purchased a 3-carat diamond ring to present to Murray when he came home.

"He was going to come home and ask her to marry him," Rollins said. "She was his first and only true love."

Rollins said his son wanted to be in the Army and in Iraq to be with his men.

"You couldn't hold him back. He had to be there."

Justin, a specialist assigned to the 2/505 3rd Brigade of the 82 Airborne as an infantryman, was recently promoted to squad sniper.

"The Army gave him a dinky little scope," Rollins said. "He went out and spent $600 of his own money so he could shoot farther."

According to his father, Justin was picked from the top 10 percent of his class to go to recruiter's school. Justin told his father that he didn't want a cushy job and instead wanted to be with his men.

"He kicked and screamed and wanted to be in Iraq," his dad said.

Rollins was sent to Iraq on Aug. 8 and two weeks after arriving he was involved in his first firefight with three insurgents. According to his father, Justin fought the insurgents by himself and told his men to take cover so they wouldn't get hurt.

"That's the kind of soldier he was."

Justin's parents, Skip and Rhonda, last saw their son on Aug. 8 when they took a trip with Murray to Ft. Bragg, N.C., to see him off to the Middle East. Justin was scheduled to have a two-week break in March or April and then be rotated out of Iraq in August.

Skip Rollins said he expects to have his son home within five to 10 days at which time the family will hold a service in Newport. After the service, Justin will be buried in Arlington National Cemetery.

The Rollins family was notified Monday by the Army of Justin's death.

"I saw them walk up the driveway," Skip Rollins said. "When I saw them, I knew."

The flag at Newport Middle High School was lowered to half-staff on Tuesday. A constant stream of family and friends came to the Rollins home throughout the day to offer their support.

"He had a great heart, and he was a wonderful young man," teacher Kathryn Hanson, a close family friend, told WMUR-TV.

Hanson said one of the things that stood out about Rollins was his smile.

"He might have been a little bit mischievous, but when you had him in class and you saw him, he would turn on his smile and his charm, and it washed away anything else," she said.

School staff said Rollins had visited some of his teachers after basic training - and they noticed a difference in him immediately.

"It brought about a change and a purpose, I think, that was very important to him," Hanson said. "He found what he was supposed to do, and he was extremely proud of what he was doing."

Hanson said Rollins was a gunner on a Humvee and had a close call in December when he was injured by a roadside bomb.

"You hope you will be one of the towns or one of the cities to escape such a tragedy, but unfortunately, we're not," Hanson said.

Prior to his death, Justin was seriously injured on Nov. 26 when he was out on patrol as a gunner in a Humvee. While driving through Samarra, Iraq, a roadside bomb exploded, sending him flying through the air. He landed in the back of the Humvee.

"He had shrapnel in his neck and arm and was bleeding bad," Rhonda Rollins said at the time.

Justin's fellow soldiers took him to the hospital where doctors removed the shrapnel and stitched him back together.

He was given a morphine drip and sent back to base. Within a few days he was back at work before any of the stitches were removed. In less than two weeks he was back on patrol.

Skip Rollins said his son was supposed to take two weeks off because of the injuries, but Justin told his dad he needed to be there for his men.

"It was all about the band of brothers," Skip Rollins said. "All the kids were so tight. They were there for each other."

Justin was awarded the Purple Heart for the Nov. 26 incident. Skip Rollins said his son was also awarded a second Purple Heart, the Bronze Star and the combat infantry badge.

"Last year he earned his expert infantry badge," Skip Rollins said. "True-blue. Without any failures."

According to Rhonda, Justin enjoyed being a soldier and had taken a liking to the Iraqi children. She said during an interview in December that Justin wore a Mickey Mouse patch on his uniform and gave candy to the children.

"We're very proud of him and we'll miss him," Skip Rollins said.

JA Rollins With Kayla
Rollins and his dog, Kayla.



Thursday, March 15, 2007
Fallen N.H. soldier to be buried at Arlington on Monday

NEWPORT, NEW HAMPSHIRE - Shortly before he was deployed to Iraq last summer, Army Specialist Justin Rollins spoke with designated hitter David Ortiz before a Red Sox game, then watched him hit a home run.

''Justin had said, 'If he hits this ball out of the park, I can go to Iraq and die a happy man,''' said family friend Kathryn Hanson, who spoke with Rollins' father Wednesday. Skip Rollins was at the game with his son.

Rollins, 22, died last week in Iraq and will be buried Monday at Arlington National Cemetery, with a baseball autographed by Ortiz.

Ortiz, who learned of Rollins' death while at spring training in Fort Myers, Florida, remembered the encounter well and said he had promised to dedicate a home run to Rollins.

''He was such a good kid,'' Ortiz said, in a report posted on mlb.com, the Web site for Major League Baseball. ''He came to Fenway to watch a game and he wanted to meet me. It was going to be his last game at Fenway because he was going to Iraq. He came by the clubhouse and I talked to him for a while. He just seemed like he was so full of life.''

Ortiz later hit a two-run, walkoff homer to win the June 24 game against the Phillies in the 10th inning.

''I told him at the time that that home run I was going to dedicate to him for going to Iraq,'' Ortiz said.

Ortiz also gave Rollins an autographed ball, which the soldier cherished, said Hanson, who taught Rollins at Newport High School.

''It blows our minds that he would have remembered that encounter,'' she told the New Hampshire Union Leader.

After learning of Rollins' death, Ortiz promised to send two autographed balls and a signed jersey to his family. One ball, inscribed ''To Justin Rollins, rest in peace. God bless, David Ortiz,'' will be buried with him.

Rollins was one of six U.S. soldiers killed March 5, 2007, by a roadside bomb in Samarra, Iraq. The 2003 Newport High School graduate was an infantryman in the 82nd Airborne and had recently been promoted to squad sniper.

At his funeral, he will be posthumously awarded the Bronze Star with Valor, two Purple Hearts, and several other Army awards.

The funeral will be Saturday at the South Congregational Church in Newport. Visiting hours are Friday at the Newport Opera House.

Gov. John Lynch has ordered flags on all state buildings to be lowered to half-staff Friday and Saturday.



Courtesy of Major League Baseball:

We're all going to get them. It's not a matter of if -- just a matter of when. Those phone calls, the bits of news that strike from nowhere, turning a perfectly average day into an exceedingly miserable one. They may be a part of life, but that doesn't make them any easier to take.

On Tuesday morning, Red Sox designated hitter David Ortiz got one of those messages. A young soldier he met last summer at Fenway Park was killed last week in Iraq.

Sitting at his locker in the clubhouse of City of Palms Park after the morning workout, Ortiz called a reporter over.

"I have a story for you," Ortiz said.

With that he told the story of meeting Specialist Justin Rollins. Within minutes, this mountain of a man -- the one with the megawatt smile, whose booming voice precedes him into any room -- was reduced to tears. 

Rollins, 22, of Newport, New Hampshire, was killed with five other soldiers on March 5 in Samarra, Iraq, when an improvised explosive device (IED) detonated near their unit during combat operations. They were assigned to the 2nd Battalion, 505th Parachute Infantry Regiment, 3rd Brigade Combat Team, 82nd Airborne Division, Fort Bragg, North Carolina.

"He was such a good kid," Ortiz said. "He came to Fenway to watch a game, and he wanted to meet me. It was going to be his last game at Fenway because he was going to Iraq. He came by the clubhouse, and I talked to him for a while. He just seemed like he was so full of life."

So impressed was he by Rollins, Ortiz promised to hit a home run for the young soldier. Ortiz kept that pledge, and for added measure, it was one of his patented walk-off numbers, in the 10th inning against the Phillies on June 24.

"I told him at the time that that home run I was going to dedicate to him for going to Iraq," Ortiz said. "And just today I received a message from his family."

Clubhouse attendant Jared Pinkos had the unenviable task of delivering the news.

"He came in jovial, typical Ortiz, laughing," Pinkos said. "But this just knocked him out. He started shaking."

Asked to send something for the funeral, scheduled for Saturday in Newport, with burial on Monday in Arlington National Cemetery, Ortiz has dispatched a white No. 34 uniform jersey, with the inscription, "My deepest condolences to the Rollins family. It was an honor to meet Justin and I will keep him in my prayers. Sincerely, David Ortiz."

He is also sending a ball, to be placed in Rollins' casket, on which he wrote: "To Justin Rollins, Rest in peace. God bless, David Ortiz," and another with his autograph as a memento for the Rollins family.

"It's just so sad," he said. "He's a young kid, full of life. Unbelievable, you know. It's just sad."

Ortiz paused, turned away and grabbed a T-shirt from his locker, wiping the tears from his eyes.

Though it was the first time Ortiz had received a call informing him of the death of a soldier who was also a fan, he is no stranger to the pain of that kind of news. His mother, Angela Rosa Arias, died in a car accident on Jan. 1, 2002, at the age of 46. Her birthday was last week. He also has a friend coping with the loss of his own mother two days ago.

The memories brought on by his mother's birthday, his friend's loss and, now, the news of Rollins' death have all hit him very hard, he said.

"It just got me," he said. "I think of the pain coming from his family."

"I can't believe he remembered Justin," said Rollins' girlfriend, Brittney Murray. "Well, I can believe it because Justin left such an impression on people. But I know that Justin would be very excited right now. I remember him saying that home run just made him so happy, especially since it was dedicated to him."

Rollins was to have come home on leave in April, on his wish list a trip to Fenway with Murray, who has never been to the fabled park.

"That was one thing he said -- 'We have to go to a Red Sox game. I really want to take you to Fenway.' That was one of his priorities for his leave," Murray said. "He loved baseball, and he loved the Red Sox. He told me his favorite place in the world was Fenway. It meant a lot to him."

At his funeral service, Rollins will posthumously be awarded the Army Service Ribbon, the Iraq Campaign Medal Ribbon, the Global War on Terrorism Service Medal Ribbon, the National Defense Medal Ribbon, the Army Overseas Service Ribbon, the Army Good Conduct Medal Ribbon, two Purple Heart Medal Ribbons and the Bronze Star with Valor.

"It's gong to be a long road," Murray said. "But he lived very passionately, and he passed that on to me. I'm glad to have known him. He believed in what he was doing, and he died doing what he loved."

Donations may be made to the Justin A. Rollins Memorial Scholarship Fund, payable to the Newport School District, c/o Diane Fisher, 245 North Main St., Newport, N.H. 03773.


March 17, 2007:

NEWPORT, NEW HAMPSIRE - Snow, sleet and slick roads couldn't deter hundreds of mourners who turned out Saturday for the funeral of a New Hampshire soldier killed in Iraq.

 About 400 people crowded into the South Congregational Church to honor Army Specialist Justin Rollins, 22, who was killed by a roadside bomb blast in Samarra, Iraq, on March 5, 2007.

Governor John Lynch and U.S. Senator Judd Gregg joined Rollins' family, friends and comrades, recalling Rollins as a free-spirited, rambunctious youth who found his calling as a paratrooper.

"He will always have a place in the state of New Hampshire, as a hero," Lynch said in his remarks.

Pastor Donna Leslie told the congregation that everyone who knew Rollins was amazed to see him transform in the military, from a joker and jock in high school to a mature, polished soldier who turned down safer jobs so that he could join his unit in combat.

A 2003 graduate of Newport High School, Rollins played center on the football team and was a shot putter known for pushing himself and often, others to the edge with high-energy antics.

Leslie told how, shortly after Rollins died, his mother, Rhonda Rollins, asked her if Justin was finally an angel.

"Justin was never an angel on Earth," Leslie said, pausing as family and friends chuckled. "But, yeah, he's earned his wings."

The Rev. R. Craig MacCreary added that Rollins approached his military service with vigor, regardless of his assignment. When his unit was sent South in the aftermath of Hurricane Katrina, Rollins not only saved people, but also made sure their pets were rescued and cared for.

Rollins' father, Mitchel Rollins, last saw his son during a visit to Ft. Bragg, North Carolina, in August, shortly before his unit was deployed to Iraq. He asked his son if there were any last-minute things he wanted before shipping out.

"He said to me, 'Dad, just tell the American people to support us and love us, and we will do our jobs,' " his father said.

Rollins decided to join the Army after the September 11, 2001, terrorist attacks.

Behind the flag-draped casket were photographs and mementos of Rollins' life, including a white No. 34 baseball jersey, autographed by Red Sox slugger David Ortiz.

Rollins was a devoted Red Sox fan who met Ortiz at a game in Fenway Park last year. Ortiz also sent an autographed ball to be placed in Rollins' casket.

Rollins was expected to return home on leave next month, when family members said he planned to propose to his girlfriend, Brittany Murray, and see the Red Sox at Fenway.

A slide show at the service showed scenes from Rollins' life, from days spent horsing around with his brother, Jonathan Rollins, to pictures of deer hunting trips with his family. One scene that drew laughs showed Rollins in a tuxedo, after picking up his date for the senior prom in a golf cart.

"That was totally Justin," said Kim Turgeon, 22, of New Bedford, Mass., Rollins' prom date. "Everyone else in the procession had these big fancy limos, and Justin shows up in a golf cart all decked out."

Rollins will be buried in Arlington National Cemetery on Monday.

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An Army honor guard carry the casket of Army Specialist Justin A. Rollins during a funeral 
services at Arlington National Cemetery in Arlington, Va., Monday, March 19, 2007

JA Rollins Funeral Services PHOTO
An Army honor guard carries the casket of Army Specialist Justin A. Rollins, during a 
funeral services at Arlington National Cemetery in Arlington, Monday, March 19, 2007

JA Rollins Funeral Services PHOTO
An Army honor guard folds the American flag that draped the casket of Army Specialist
Justin A. Rollins, during a funeral services at Arlington National Cemetery Monday, March 19, 2007. 

JA Rollins Funeral Services PHOTO
Jonathan Rollins, the elder brother of Army Specialist Justin A. Rollins, left, accompanied by his brother's 
girlfriend Brittney Murray, second from left, and his parents Mitchell and Rhonda Rollins, is handed 
an American flag by Marine Sergeant Jeremy Oaks, right, a family friend, during a funeral services at 
Arlington National Cemetery Monday, March 19, 2007

 

 

Please pray  for Skip, Rhonda, Jon,and Brittany in this time of mourning.

You can just google the name Spc. Justin Rollins to find our more about the life and death of my brave, loyal, and couragous cousin.

Justin, all the fallen members of his Unit, and all the US Troops who have given their lives so that I can live and breathe my freedom every day are my my heros.

Please, even if you don't beleive IN the war in Iraq, Support the troops who are there giving their lives every single day.

Ya know that what they say is so true. You get desensitized to the war reports, the tally number of the soldiers who have died is given every night on the news and they don't even say their names. It becomes a nameless faceless war that is somewhere over there and you tune it out and go on with your day to day until it comes that one day... the day when the Military comes walking up your driveway, or up the driveways of those you hold dear. Then suddenly it matters. You poor over the news. You cry at every single picture of the fighting and search the faces of the soldiers shown to see if it is one you know, and pray it is cause then you know that they are still alive.

The town had this giant flag outside the Opera house where they held the calling hours for the pre funeral gathering to pay respects. The flag was suspended between two firetrucks ladders that where raised as high as they could go. The flag was so large that it was long enought to reach down to the roofs of the trucks cabs. I have never seen a flag so enourmous. I think the size of the flag was preportional to the size of the hole in the hearts and the size of the amount of tears that my town shed in light of the horror of Justins death.

They moved the flag in front of the South Congragational Church for the funeral the following day. The National Guardsmen and the local Moose and American Legion stood in the cold and the snowy slushy ice outside the churches doors proudly protecting the services from anyone who would disrupt the procedings.

There were talks of that horrible woman, Cindy Sheehan, coming to protest Justins ceremony. She was never spotted to my knowlage. Thank the Lord and those freezing angels outside for that.

Imagine, protesting a families last chance to publicly remember and honor their beloved one! She and all her cronies should take a long look in the mirror and be ashamed. What would her son think of her and what she is doing to these families, may he rest in peace? She needs to ask herself if she is doing this awful thing for her sons memory, or for the fact that she is greiving his loss and cannot accept that his choice to fight with honor and dignity cost him his life and she couldn't stop it and cannot change it.

See, I told you that I would be back... oh ye people of little faith.

As for what has been going on otherwise On the 'Coaster...

I have been doing well on the diet. I have been feeling better, I have lost a few pounds and I look better.

I can sleep well now when I was having some troubles before( aka ate b4 bed and tummyaches or didn't eat anything lately and hollowhurt tummy).

Sleeping well is a premium thing for a person who works third shift ya know.

I don't get why some people get so testy on us third shifters when we sleep the normal 8 hours in the daytime. I mean I so don't comeinto your bedroom and get pissy at you and ask you if you are gonna sleep ALL night long or call you and tell you to get up and do errands since you are home all night long do I? SO what is up with thinking it is okay to do to me just cause it is the daytime?

I am also actually liking my job, for now.

I have met some really nice people and I have been talking and sharing alot about the Lord and my faith at work lately. This is so awsome!

I am begining to think that this might be one of the reasons that GOD has for not sending  us back to Floriday as of yet. I guess that there is more he wants me to do here yet?

Kids are doing well, and my middle daughter has actually had 3 solid weeks of good behavior reports from her teacher so she is going to go to the store with us after Church today and get a brand new bike! I hope that the other two are watching closely, their behavior has not been as good and they can earn the same reward if they just apply themselves.Here's praying for that.

Well, there is my life as it is in a nutshell.

In HIS Love,

 

RED

Posted by ~*~RED~*~ at 8:21 AM - 3 Comments   Add a Comment  
 

 I'm BAAAAAAAACK! I think...?
 

I know, I know, I have been a bad blogger. I have been so wrapped up in what has been going on irl that I haven't been blogging on a regular basis. Go ahead and slap the hands...

I have been reading though...

I am appaled that Biggie got to be straight for a day and didn't message me for a lookse at my tantalizing tattas...wassamatter? My tattas not good enough for y'all? LOL To bad for you that you went gay again darlin'....coulda shoulda.

Okay, as to what's been going on in the Coaster...

Lots of the same old same old stuff...But a little of the new.

I have been working my BUT off. Unfortunatly it is still there and so is the front but I have going on. But I am on this new diet to remedy that. I am doing the "YOU: on a diet" thing by Oprahs Dr. Oz? so far so good. I will let y'all know how it turns out.

I got accepted to the LPN program for the spring semester of '08! I am taking this semester off from school so that I can start to work on my skills and get some experience before I jump into the rest of my nursing classes head on. So I will start my classes up again in the summer semester of this year so I can get some of the prerequisite classes out of the way. I have to have some general electives for the classes as well and I want to get them taken before i actually start the nursing stuff so that when I get to those nursing classes that are rumored to be so intensive then i can focus on them and my job without having to worry about some silly gen ed class as well.

I will try to keep up here better.I know, I have said that before!

In HIS Love,

RED

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